Well, I finally got Xenogears. I've waited 12 years to play this game. I started on it yesterday and I'm impressed. So far it's as good as I thought it'd be. I also started on Nutrisystem today. I'm not obese or anything. but I just want to lose 20 lbs. Ill post how it goes. I just ate lunch and i haven't really been hungry all day. If anything I have to eat TOO much. I've been kind of sad lately. My cat, Shaymis passed away the night before last. He was really special to me. He was handicapped, physically & mentally, but I think I love him the most. He had seizures a lot and you could tell he wasn't developing right since his brother and sister were 2x's his size and he was still as small as a kitten. I've had him for at least 6 months now I think. Found him sometime this summer sitting by a bowl of water looking confused, as a kitten. I still don't know why he died, I didn't know if it was because of his body not developing as fast as his brother/sister, or if it was the seizures. Either way I miss him really bad and I've been too depressed to get anything done. I've sotra been trying to keep my mind off him by playing Xenogears but it really isnt helping much. You know, it seems that everytime I put on mascara, I rarely do, I end up crying that day.