Well, I finally got Xenogears. I've waited 12 years to play this game. I started on it yesterday and I'm impressed. So far it's as good as I thought it'd be. I also started on Nutrisystem today. I'm not obese or anything. but I just want to lose 20 lbs. Ill post how it goes. I just ate lunch and i haven't really been hungry all day. If anything I have to eat TOO much. I've been kind of sad lately. My cat, Shaymis passed away the night before last. He was really special to me. He was handicapped, physically & mentally, but I think I love him the most. He had seizures a lot and you could tell he wasn't developing right since his brother and sister were 2x's his size and he was still as small as a kitten. I've had him for at least 6 months now I think. Found him sometime this summer sitting by a bowl of water looking confused, as a kitten. I still don't know why he died, I didn't know if it was because of his body not developing as fast as his brother/sister, or if it was the seizures. Either way I miss him really bad and I've been too depressed to get anything done. I've sotra been trying to keep my mind off him by playing Xenogears but it really isnt helping much. You know, it seems that everytime I put on mascara, I rarely do, I end up crying that day.
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Fanime was amazing but it totally left me sick for weeks 
after I got better, I went through the letters I got and found one that had nothing but $20 and a note describing one of my posters. It looked like someone made a mistake and accidentally gave me their money without getting a poster. I want to return that money so If it was you, please e-mail me at Yuumei.yan@gmail.com with your name and address.
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the ones you fight the hardest for are the hardest to let go... I'm here for you if you need to talk to anyone, but this sounds like something you need to work out by yourself. I hope you feel better, it may not be a lot of consolation to say that, but it's the truth.